Dec 14 2011
∞
(I’m male and I also hate it.
Although I’m so girly that I don’t think it really counts…)
+
∞
D —> wOW, tHERE SEEMS TO BE, a LOT OF YOU,
-
commandingtrickster started following you -
squidmama started following you -
bro-freaking-strider started following you -
trollascatcan started following you
+
∞
wishiwasanempress said: ((*crai* ; A ; Neeeep- *cling*))
(all OF THE TEARS.
ALL OF THEM.
*CLINGS ON FOR DEAR LIFE*)
+
∞
D —> fEFERI, i,
D —> i CANT HANDLE THIS, oH GOD,
D —> pLEASE, jUST GO,
You are pretty sure that if she doesn’t leave soon, you are going to cry in front of her. And that would make you feel even worse.
You feel guilty over mistreating her, and you are now feeling guilty for breaking up your friendship with her.
You’ve finally understood why you’ve always been such a jerk to her. And you are going to make sure that will never happen again.
And the only way for that to happen is for her to leave.
You wonder if you should beg her to go, because you don’t know if you can explain again.
He doesn’t even realize what he’s doing right now, does he?
Asking you to leave…This whole thing is hurting you both…he’s right in a way…
What if he’s been right this whole time, but meant it the wrong way before?
Oh God…why do you have to suddenly doubt everything right now?i’M„„,SORRY„„„
No, don’t do this, don’t do this, don’t do this!
i„„
Don’t do this!
uM„„,G-„„„GOOD BY-E„„„„
No…no no no no no…..
But…you just….you left him there…..what are you doing?!
Turn back! TURN BACK!
Don’t just….leave like that….
She’s leaving.
You feel like your insides have suddenly vanished. You want to cry and throw up at the same time. Your heart seems to be beating way too fast, and your vocal chords have suddenly choked up.
D —> f,
You can’t even seem to spit our your goodbyes. Or maybe that’s because you don’t want to? You sort of expected this to be one of the hardest things you’d ever done. Yet the pain sort of shocked you. It hurts much more than when you lost your horn.
D —> fEFERI„„„,
You want to grab her, tell her that this is a mistake, you didn’t mean what you said, you take it all back, please stay, please,
D —> „„, gOODBYE„„„
(via darkloidshademan)
+
∞
+
∞
+
∞
+
∞
Why does no one ever draw bro with a hat
I mean it would make sense
Seeing as his LIKE THING is a hat.
+
∞
D —> fEFERI, cAN YOU HONESTLY TELL ME, iN THE LAST FEW SWEEPS, tHERE HAS BEEN a SINGLE TIME WHERE YOU HAVENT FELT NERVOUS, oR CONFUSED, oR EVEN ANGRY AROUND ME,
D —> bECAUSE i CANT,
D —> aND i KNOW THAT YOU, wANT TO BE MY MOIRAIL,
D —> bUT THATS, iMPOSSIBLE,
D —> aND WHAT i WANT OF YOU IS ALSO IMPOSSIBLE,
D —> i DONT DESERVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU, aND YOU DONT DESERVE ME,
D —> yOU SHOULD HAVE KIND FRIENDS, nICE ONES,
You’ve been stunned into silence.
You don’t know what to say at all…but this hurts a lot.
There have been times where you didn’t feel those things around him, though they were few and far-between…
Even so, that doesn’t mean that they never happened.bUT I„,I DO )(AV-E„NIC-E FRI-ENDS„„,
You’re not sure about how to handle this. Crying won’t help, getting angry won’t help, running won’t help…what will fix this?
t)(-ER-E„„)(AV-E„,I JUST„„
Words…where do they go to when you need them?
Because they are never there for you.
D —> fEFERI, i,
D —> i CANT HANDLE THIS, oH GOD,
D —> pLEASE, jUST GO,
You are pretty sure that if she doesn’t leave soon, you are going to cry in front of her. And that would make you feel even worse.
You feel guilty over mistreating her, and you are now feeling guilty for breaking up your friendship with her.
You’ve finally understood why you’ve always been such a jerk to her. And you are going to make sure that will never happen again.
And the only way for that to happen is for her to leave.
You wonder if you should beg her to go, because you don’t know if you can explain again.
(via darkloidshademan)
+
∞
D —> fEFERI,
D —> i„,
D —> i REALLY, tHINK YOU ARE GREAT,
D —> mAYBE THE BEST TROLL, iVE MET,
D —> aND THAT IS WHY WE CANT TALK, aND WHY i CANT SPEAK TO YOU, aND,
D —> yOU SHOULD GO,
D —> yOU SHOULD LIVE YOUR LIFE,
D —> aND iLL LIVE MINE„„
D —> iLL MISS YOU,
tAVROS„,T)(AT DO-ESN’T -EV-EN„,MAK-E ANY S-ENS-E!
i DON’T„,WANT TO STOP TALKING„TO YOU!
i DON’T WANT TO„,QUIT SP-EAKING TO YOU!
i WILL NOT„JUST PR-ET-END T)(AT YOU„DON’T -EXSIST ANYMOR-E!
i WILL LIV-E„MY LIF-E BUT, I WILL NOT„,JUST L-EAV-E YOU IN„T)(-E PAST!
D —> fEFERI, cAN YOU HONESTLY TELL ME, iN THE LAST FEW SWEEPS, tHERE HAS BEEN a SINGLE TIME WHERE YOU HAVENT FELT NERVOUS, oR CONFUSED, oR EVEN ANGRY AROUND ME,
D —> bECAUSE i CANT,
D —> aND i KNOW THAT YOU, wANT TO BE MY MOIRAIL,
D —> bUT THATS, iMPOSSIBLE,
D —> aND WHAT i WANT OF YOU IS ALSO IMPOSSIBLE,
D —> i DONT DESERVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU, aND YOU DONT DESERVE ME,
D —> yOU SHOULD HAVE KIND FRIENDS, nICE ONES,
(via darkloidshademan)
+
∞
+
∞
D —> e%ACTLY,
D —> yOU ARE STILL ACTING LIKE MY MOIRAIL,
D —> eVEN AFTER i HURT YOU, aFTER i HELD YOU AGAINST YOUR WILL,
D —> i DONT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO STOP HURTING YOU, i TRIED TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU BEFORE, bUT FOR THE WRONG REASONS,
D —> i WANT TO BE a MOIRAIL TO YOU, bUT i DONT KNOW IF MY FEELINGS WILL GET IN THE WAY,
D —> aND i THINK ITS BEST, wE JUST, sTAY AWAY FROM EACH OTHER,
D —> fOR YOUR GOOD MORE THAN MINE,
i’M SORRY„IT’S JUST„NATURAL„„
aND„„T)(AT„„I„„W-ELL„„
wAIT„,W)(AT F-E-ELINGS? w)(AT AR-E YOU„,TALKING ABOUT„TAVROS?
w)(AT IS„„GOING ON? )(OW„„)(OW CAN YOU SAY„T)(AT T)(IS IS FOR„MY OWN GOOD?
D —> fEFERI,
D —> i„,
D —> i REALLY, tHINK YOU ARE GREAT,
D —> mAYBE THE BEST TROLL, iVE MET,
D —> aND THAT IS WHY WE CANT TALK, aND WHY i CANT SPEAK TO YOU, aND,
D —> yOU SHOULD GO,
D —> yOU SHOULD LIVE YOUR LIFE,
D —> aND iLL LIVE MINE„„
D —> iLL MISS YOU,
(via darkloidshademan)
+
∞
D —> bECAUSE NEITHER OF US CAN BE HAPPY, wITH THE OTHER,
D —> iM DANGEROUS AND CRUEL TO YOU, aND WHILE iM LIKE THAT i CANT SUBJECT YOU TO ME,
D —> iTS NOT FAIR,
wAIT„,W)(AT AR-E YOU„SAYING?
i C)(OS-E TO B-E„,CLOS-E TO YOU W)(-EN YOU„W-ER-E LIK-E T)(AT„NIN-E TIM-ES OUT„OF T-EN.
i WANT-ED„TO COM-E S-E-E )(OW YOU„W-ER-E DOING TODAY„„
i’V-E B-E-EN WORRI-ED„,ABOUT YOU, B-ECAUS-E I KNOW„)(OW YOU CAN B-E„„
D —> e%ACTLY,
D —> yOU ARE STILL ACTING LIKE MY MOIRAIL,
D —> eVEN AFTER i HURT YOU, aFTER i HELD YOU AGAINST YOUR WILL,
D —> i DONT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO STOP HURTING YOU, i TRIED TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU BEFORE, bUT FOR THE WRONG REASONS,
D —> i WANT TO BE a MOIRAIL TO YOU, bUT i DONT KNOW IF MY FEELINGS WILL GET IN THE WAY,
D —> aND i THINK ITS BEST, wE JUST, sTAY AWAY FROM EACH OTHER,
D —> fOR YOUR GOOD MORE THAN MINE,
(via darkloidshademan)
